Monday, November 24, 2008

learn to be more respectful

been hovering over this matter lately. seems like it's never solved. i think people just needed to learn to respect another person other than themselves. yea well i knw some don't even respect themselves but that's not the point here.

I'm disappointed that you, can do that. Like the silence previously have no impact on you. Apparently you do that to others as well. Oh well, I've come to terms of your particular behaviour therefore, I've accepted for who you are. Just that I'm not gonna pretend it never happened. Respectful is what you needed to be in order for others to treat you like a friend. A true one at least.

I'm disappointed that you, can do that. That place is not meant to be private when thousands of others can come to know about it. It's just bugging my mind, when one moment your doing this, and the next your saying another thing. And your sibling, A, oh god. i find it very disturbing that A checks it so often, putting comments all over it. I mean, yes your close but... nevermind. I'm sure you readers get my drift. Respect is what BOTH of you needed to learn.

I'm disappointed that you, can do that. That you promised to do it since early this year. But what on earth happened? Too busy? Or you are not planning to do it? Then just be honest and tell us all what really went down. Don't go pretending on your blog bout how you want your future to be, and how discipline and how hardworking you are when this little thing you can't fulfil to a bunch of us who's been waiting patiently for so many months now.

I did made a blunder in the past. Of being disrespectful to others. Not even thinking of the other side's feelings over the matter. Mayb that's why I try to stay away from those who were the old me. oh well.


I love Christmas. I'm listening to Christmas songs. Finding the best so that I can listen to it over and over again. Christmas gives me this peaceful feeling that no other occasions can do. And yes, it's the season of giving. Sadly, people now only buys things for themselves. Whatever happen to giving presents and putting them under the Christmas tree, while we patiently waits for the day to come. Be it an expensive gift or a small 5bux gift. It's the thought that matters.

But nah. That's your own decision. I enjoy more going out buying things for others wondering what their expressions will be like when they open the pressies. Because these pressies are bought with a thought. Not by going into the shop thinking, "hmmm.. this is suitable. ok, if she/he doesn't want it, they can always re-wrap it for the next occassion." or buying some decorative items or some mugs or some useless stuff for that matter.

Yes i did say it's the thought that matters. But if you were to know that person for quite sometime, would you just go and buy a mug and shove it to the person's hand and feeling good that you've got him/her something? I highly doubt it. So there. That's my 2cents.

M gonna go listen to Christmas songs while reading my Archies. :)

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

it's all about me.

it's raining every day. i wished i had more hours a day... i wanna listen to the rain. i love the sound of the rain, have i mentioned before? i just wanna crawl up in bed, reading a book, tucked into my comforter... not having a care of the world.

i wanna finish up my cross-stitch. (i don care if it sounded very aunty-ish) i need to start using the stickers i bought. which means get started on the project i left abandoned. i wanna watch tv for hours! but Astro sucks when it rains, or when it kept repeating the shows i've already watched. 3 times.

and those doesnt need me to spend a single cent. but these does:

i wanna be having a cup of hot/cold choc in starbucks at their comfy seat updating my work, doing my readings on my laptop. i wanna walk around in the mall (not shopping, sometimes shopping can be stressful!) and just go have lovely food. for breakfast, lunch, tea time, and dinner. i wanna be fully indulged in total relaxation of spas. facial appointment that does not hurt. i wanna go for massages.

yes. this is a selfish post. it's all about me, and what i want.

so? i'm allowed to be selfish sometimes, especially when i'm so nice all the time. *hahahaha*

btw, my bday is coming up. those are some of the ideas of what you can get for me. thankyous!

Monday, November 17, 2008

here and away...

it's been a long stressful month.

my phone finally stop ringing at every god-damn hour. silly as i was, i used to wish that i was such a busy and wanted person, that my phone kept ringing non-stop. now that it had happened, i wished i didnt own a phone. but finally, peace at last.

I pick 27th. Because it was written down twice. 27th will mark the day I knew you. 27th will be the day that reminds me of you. I'd wish I knew you in a whole different situation. It hurts me to say Goodbye, my dear.


My bazaar was a hit last week. Thank you so much for all who came, for all who had supported me, for all who stayed til the very end. The best is yet to come!

Highlight of the week: Facebook told me I was awarded the BFF award. When I opened, I was awarded the BFF award of the year! :D :D :D

wait. kawan, was I the ONLY one? or one of the few? cis. potong stim. -_-

Friday, October 03, 2008 last

so near yet so far, we never manage to actually sit and hav a long girlie chat like we planned.

but hey, it's good to see ya Osh! i could still hear that smug voice u had when u told desmond "I only shop in Pavillion. Oh! Gardens, I don't mind either."

lucky bitch.

either way, at least we get a photo together right? Right.

Anyho, see my face in the picture? Looking smooth aye?

Didn't realise it until a friend told me, "Hey! what you use to wash your face?" My reply, "Dettol soap"

No really, I use Dettol soap, the blue colour ones. I knw, I knw, it's actually quite harsh for the skin. I used to hav pimples all over my face, that my dad called me a sand paper face. so kind words i get.

But ever since my fren complimented me on my skin, I change the soap, I now use some proper cleanser. Herbalskin i think the brand. Apparently it's made of herbs, so it's good for the skin. Oh well, actually I don't think it's the soap you used.

I now, healthly drink water without fail before sleeping. Yes, I think that's what did the trick! Imma happy happy smooth skinned chic!

The Begining or The End?

I went for the fullmoon celebration - I wouldn't call it a party, party means there's alco, no alco means not a party. Amen.

twice I saw the little baby boy, - once, a couple of days after Grace gave birth, and fullmoon was the 2nd time. And not one time I dare to carry the baby. I mean, if it's my cousin or nephew or nieces, I wouldn't mind. But i dunno. I feel that it's, ahem, he.. is so very fragile.

So many ppl fanning around the baby... so i busied myself with the food. THE FOOD. omg, i had like 3 helpings that night. Best catering ever.

Jacintha and I.

but it was good, catching up with childhood friends, Su Yen, Grace, and Mag. yea, Grace wasn't particularly busy coz she has lots of hands helping her with her baby. Lucky bitch. :)

Su yen and I was talking, thinking on the way home, bout marriage and kids, (omfg!), i told her, i got the chills during their wedding, I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo not ready for marriage. Heck, here i am, thinking bout shopping for more and more clothes, and Grace is already thinking of shopping for more and more baby's milk. But... we can see, that she's blissfully happy with her choice. Well, on the bright side, she'll be a young mummy.

For me, not yet no way not yet. I just can't see myself getting into that kinda shit just yet. The only thing i can see is, being the bimbo i am, perfecting my makeup. Yes, im into That kind of shit. haha.

so no ang gu gu yet for me. it's helooooooooooo bimbo.

yes, im still running around, trying to snap this cute lil thing at the garden. i went "stop stop. don move!" =_=

Flea Markets! Bazaars! Junksale!

i am never, ever, ever, gonna go to these junksales on the weekends again. ever....

at least, not on every weekends. probly once a month?

coz u could really really get good deals... well okay, even if you don't like pre-loved stuff, get the new ones! and BARGAIN!

i see jody more than ever nowadays, coz her sweetheart Jeremy often hav a booth thr. My Favouritees! go check 'em out.

so yea, here are some of the pictures.

Midnight Junksale at Replacement Boutique, Bangsar.

Viva Monash!

see that kinky santarina-ish dress there? Apparently it was sold on the 1st day, bought by a boy. And he claims that he is buying it for his sister. *rolled eyes* who is he trying to kid? btw, another of my friend's boutique, Dolly Sins. you can find lots of kinky outfits there. LOL.

one thing about these bazaars and flea markets, you can't be shy shy standing one corner expecting ppl to serve you. No way! That was how I first was. Until I see everyone minding their own business searching for the best buys!

it's waaaayyy too tempting. last month's expense was wayyyy over the budget. and you knw, my budget is a very small one. =_= so this month! I'M NOT GOIN FOR THESE SALES NO MORE! hmmph!

until November, i think. who wanna come with me?

I Admit....

okay, as much as I didnt like that silicon face, Dawn Yang, I gotta admit, she's pretty hot. Very actually.

which means... plastic surgery can really change a person life. Well I stumbled upon this website by

No wonder ppl still likes Dawn.

yeah, random random.. just thought I'd share it with ya'll.

By the way, Selamat Hari Raya. I can practically count how many Malay friends i hav. like 4 maybe? =_=

One Tree Hill Season 6 Fanatic!

That's me. The OTH fanatic. I'm not sure it's up to which episode now, but yeah, I'm super lagging. Didn't have time to watch it, and my Ares suck.

Here are some of their pictures. You can check it all 680 of 'em at CWTV Photos - One Tree Hill.

I absolutely love when they are wearing. Especially Brooke. Who doesn't?

Anyho, I can't seem to download from my stupid Ares. Can someone help me download it? :)

It's Mia!

I was invited to the Shirts 4 Real launch held at Positive Cafe in ss15.

They were launching their 3 newly design shirts - Illuminate.

They are actually the AYA Youth members, hosting this event. So yea, it's a christian thing. But of course it's for everyone.

Er, I didnt get 'em altho I liked the first 2 design. Maybe later. :)

So I was a little late, and I went in, sat in the front row, with Mia Palencia! I didn't realise who she was, until she stood up for the opening ceremony for the event. I whispered to April "eh, isn't that Mia??"

Apparently, I didnt read the invitation properly. It was stated that Mia was performing. =_=

For those who doesn't knw Mia, well, she's a Malaysian singer cum actress i think. Very friendly, down to earth and funny! No i'm not kidding. She's really really nice. Go to her website, to hear some of her songs. I recorded her performance that day, but Youtube is painfully slow to upload. =_=

Me with Mia.

Karen with Mia.

Yeah, I knw, nowadays my blog seems a little too.... um. how do you call it? Um, i dunno. More of where I go, what I do, like those typical blogs you read. Oh well, I hardly get to meet those who are far away, so I thought I'd jst fill you in with what's happening in my life. I don't wanna be writting what I feel all the time.... trust me, I can be really really emo at times. So yeah, once a while, you'd get to hear the emo side of me. :)

Thursday, October 02, 2008

MME Race 08

i thought of posting up bout these some time ago, but i totally forgot about it.

yea, alot of post on cars. the boy's influence.

but it was good tho, rather than celebrating Merdeka in clubs or to be stuck somewhere in a jam. It was a good experience. I got a free tix to get into the pit area... so yea, it was kinda awesome even for a girl like me who doesn't give a shit bout racing cars. :)

I manage to climb up to the top of the building, with my heels.

The entrance. While other photographers took pictures of those car girls, i much rather snap on other things. malaysian quality not very good. heh.

Thank God for these makan area. Sure, food was served in the resting room, but... by 9ish, I'm starving. But their burger is sold for RM4 for one. RM 4 when I could hav gotten the same burger outside my hse for RM1.50. =_=

Some damanged cars were pushed outside, and right out of the race. :) Maybe next year.

I tried capturing the cars with my olympie.. but canot make it la. Only DSLR's can. Damn fail.

I never see more tyres in my entire before.

Can see the white guy and the girl sitting on the bar? That's ZTH-HPC drivers. chic driver wei.

This was when I was watching the race. From the highest view. On the top of the building. And then I panic coz I cant climb down the ladder. =_=
Then I was soooooo close to watching the switching of the drivers at the pit. I tried snapping but I'm too short. Hand it over to the boy for a better picture.

Crew waiting for the car to come on in. There will be a red light on top of each pit, with a buzzer indicating the cars coming in.
Pretty close eh?
And then after the race, at 12a.m, everyone stood to sing the national song and shouted Merdeka 3 times. As I was walking towards the prize giving ceremony, there's one ang moh asking, "What's Merdeka?" "oh, it meant independence, it's our independence day"
Our ex-prime minister was there too, supporting his son from one seperated VIP room. And no, I don't see no bodyguard anywhere nearby. Heck, I was directly outside that glass room and no one ushered me away.

Reached home by 2ish, no jam at all. Then I k.o. Thanking god the next day is a holiday. No work, no early wake up calls.